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Thursday, June 26, 2008

Free!

Free. That’s how I fell now cuz I have finished my exams!!! I am very happy as well but my happiness is slightly marred by the panic of what my results are gonna be. However, I’m trying my very best to stop worrying and just focus on having fun till the d-day. But mehn, it feels good to be over with school...at least for a while before I start all over again.

By the way, my old crush is coming to visit this weekend. He’s not coming to visit me of course as we were only really acquaintances. It really sucks cuz I kept forcing and convincing myself that I had forgotten all about him and couldn’t care less and it worked…until I heard he was coming. I mean I don’t really like him anymore but still its crazy cuz I’ve planned what I’m going to wear on all the days he’ll be around...lol. The plan is to make him regret that he let the chance with me go by and maybe even push him to spit some game. Lol…I know its not going to work but there’s no harm in trying...besides I really don’t have anything better to do with my time. I know I’m happy and free and all that now that I’ve finished exams but I’m also bored as hell. I really should pack my bags and just go home avoid the whole situation altogether but I wanna spend as much time with my school friends as I can now cuz I know there’s a high possibility that I will never see some of them again.

I was on pink satin’s blog the other day and saw that blogsville08 is coming soon. I am really contemplating becoming a contestant. I dunno though….still thinking. It would be really fun even though I’m not exactly Leona Lewis or Beyonce. As I said earlier on, I’m jobless, so anything to keep me busy. What I should really do is go and look for work, which I am planning to do soon. For now, I’m just enjoying this having nothing to do thing….I know, I’m very lazy :-)

Nyways, I’m out!
Stay blessed.

4 comments:

nosa101 said...

no self respecting woman should attempt to make a dude jealous because he didn't take the chance on her.
it usually backfires. a lot of people have done this and the results are not anything like what happens in the movies.
esp. if the guy in question is a true asshole. then, he shall go ahead to spot this and use this public display of weakness to his advantage...at least i would and I have done that.
what you want too do, is be yourself. dress like you would normally or even tone it down. then you are not showing any vulnerabilities. and if he did come at you it would be because he is actually interested not because he sees that you are a scorned woman (i.e. easy woman).

Tiwa said...

Wise words Nosa...I didn't actually look at it from that perspective but I guess it is possible for it to backfire.

Also indirectly you're saying I'm not a self respecting woman and that I am easy! Chei! I have chopped...lol. No offense tho, cuz I see what you're tryin to say
But as I said earlier I didn't think it would work but the point was to dress my best not over dress.Plus he had been gone for a while, so dude was supposed to think that I looked like the hotness every darn day!And thus the regret.

Ps: Note that I don't go round doing this to everyone. This particular episode was brought on by a period of nothing-better-to- do...as they say " An idle mind is the devils workshop"

Anonymous said...

I feel you mehn, jand is dulling big time.

Nosa...well said.

Nice guy said...

I think Nosa is over-analyzing the situation...I dont think there is anything wrong with Tiwa dressing nice to make the guy jealous or what not...Look, we all have self pride, and there is nothing wrong with making the guy think that maybe he should have bn wit u, or even capture his interest.
I think Nosa is right only if Tiwa plans on going overboard by dressing ridiculously revealing or in something that draws too much attention. As long as it is modestly sexy (which is what i imagined), there aint nothing wrong with it.